Monday, December 20, 2010

Wow.

When in the world did I get 10 followers? And how many of them are spammers? Weird.

Anyway... I'm more than a month back from India and I am slowly crawling my way out of post-travel depression. I never really thought of this as an actual thing before. But looking back on my time in the UK and I realize that it is true.

I thought I wanted to come home from India. It was a rough trip for more than one reason, but with a few days of recuperating I found myself in a black hole. Crying, miserable, binging, sleeping, not sleeping, copping attitude at work, isolating myself. The I saw a photo montage of MM's project member's pictures. And the first thing I thought when I watched it, "I want to go back."

MM has no desire to go back - at least not before we get other places checked off our list and not anytime soon.

It was really hard going back to work and normal daily routines (my hot water heater and furnace both broke while I was away) after getting back. Everyone wants to know how the trip was. Putting it into words and painting an accurate picture is just impossible.

*Sigh* so here are the holidays. 5 Days til Christmas with MM's family. I'm really looking forward to time off of work. I want time at home to clean my house, and I want some time vegging at his parents place. Two and half more days of work...

7 comments:

Susan said...

Sorry, I'm not a spammer.

This Is Just Me said...

Susan, you never have to apologize for that!

I'm just really shocked that 10 people want to read my random thoughts. The spammers tend to have names that sound like infomercials and strippers.

Joshua said...

great post!! enjoy reading it
fitness first janitor

KE Photography said...

I've made myself your 18th follower.
So with this "Hello", can I please say "POST ANOTHER BLOG!!!!" as well? ;)

Krystle

C.H. said...

Hi :D

I like your blog because you really take time to talk about things that are important to you! I just came across your blog and I started reading and I got hooked. You're dating a guy codenamed MM right? With all the incriminating stuff you found on his computer, I'm surprised you guys actually seem to have dealt with it in a very civilised way. HAHA sorry, I just had a big talk with my boyfriend. Your posts reminded me of our...not so smooth conversation.
I'll keep reading. Are you blogging anonymously? It adds to the mystery ;D

This Is Just Me said...

Krystle - I have been remiss. I am sure something blog worthy will come along soon though.

Cindy - Thank you. Yes, I post anonymously so I can speak truthfully and not worry about someone I know finding out and MM is my boyfriend's code name (started out as Martini Man from when we first met).

chachaberry said...

lol

 
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