I have to just trust him

At least when yesterday when J said "maybe tomorrow?" he meant it. And he really is coming over. So...so much for thinking it was weirding him out.

It helps that I had a back-up plan for what I was going to do after work today instead of counting on him. I've got to keep reminding myself of that.

I am still keeping part of it. I told him I'd meet him after I work out. I'm not going to sacrifice that.